I'm just a wreck. Contemplating things that shouldn't even be in my head anymore.. Wishing for someone to just tell me that everything will be ok. My mom has pushed me and pushed me to the point that i can't go any farther. I'm spent, exhausted, hurt. She doesn't ever understand and dad just hides from any conflict.. I'm sorry to anyone who thinks i'm grouchy, irritable, & even rude at times. I'm just angry at the current situations, that i just lose it @ the wrong times, the wrong ppl. G'night